It's a funny game. As the days roll on the nature of it seems to change,
the ground gets browner. Dust starts to kick up from his opponents as they hurl
themselves across the pitch. It feels to him as if there are more people
around. Maybe there are more, at the very least they're less spread out. No, he
thinks, there are more than there was a few days ago. There's certainly fewer
from his team. They've fallen slowly, but they've fallen, it's just him and one
other now.
It's hot and the sun burns through his whites, he can feel it on his
skin. His sweat has turned to a sticky dry salt feeling. Granules stick to his
head, and his hands, and well, everywhere.
It's the fifth and last day. He feels like a win is within reach.
There's definitely more of them today, surely, but he feels like the end is
close. Things happen at a slow inevitable pace. He can taste victory. No, maybe
that's just salt. He swings wildly at times, forgetting the value of
concentration. But their concentration is dimming as well, so he gets away with
it for now. Slowly, inevitably, he inches closer. Not to victory, but not to
defeat either. He inches closer to that hollow feeling of not having won, that
is still so much more preferable to the only alternative now. All he can do now
is avoid the bitter, the sweet is out of reach.
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